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22:11

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i know this is not the best way to do this, but somehow this anger in me pushes me to do better, work harder, reach higher. this anger towards the two different people you are -- one good one and one asshole one.

i've moved on as far as i possibly could at this point it seems, but i am still angry at who you are. you are a fake little person going through life faking every little thing you do. it bothers me. have you ever stayed true to yourself?

21:37

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вдруг стало интересно: неработающие леди как покупают своим мужам подарки на праздники..? а точнее, за чьи деньги? просят у родителей? оО или не покупают вовсе?
так дика мне эта мысль - жить за деньги мужа.... ну конечно понятно, если это временно - не может найти работу, маленький ребенок, или еще что-то. но ведь есть люди, которые не работают по выбору. живут на чью-то з/п по выбору оО да, возможно, когда у меня будет семья, у нас будет общий бюджет.. но не на все. а допустим, только треть зарплаты, или даже меньше, мы бы откладывали в общий бюджет. вообще семья как институт в американском ее понимании меня на данный момент пугает.. happy people in vests (c) все меньше и меньше хочу растить семью в америке/

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18:18

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"Sometimes you might not wanna swerve but you have to to avert a disaster"

17:41

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this is survival of the fittest
this is do or die
this is the winner takes it all
so take it all


18:52

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22 now. age has nothing to do with getting old, right?

17:00

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офигеть
куда делся мой дизайн?? что происходит?!


21:13

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im tired. not physically, and strangely not mentally either. emotionally maybe? idk why. job's going great... everybody back at the buck had their first day of school yesterday and i barely even miss it. i love the working world. im fascinated by it.
am i bored? is that what it is? but how can i be bored if no day is like another. is it this country thats tiring me out? its people? i am so afraid to settle down and become one of them
is this how you know its time to move somewhere else, perhaps? will renting an apt in a college town do the trick? meeting new people and sht? its worth a try right. and then maybe i'll start looking at cali or boston? or europe? we'll find out :)


18:31

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this is the last thing im doing for you. im not gonna try to save something that doesnt exist.
after all those things you cant be simply "sorry," you have to put me at the top of the list. youre on your own now


04:37

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should i say this is a little bit..screwy
im a working-world girl now i guess :)


00:47

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может быть начать писать в дневник) работу начинаю чуть больше, чем через неделю. понятия не имею, чего ожидать.
в голове бардак, но ничего.) помогает разбирать вещи - just a few more bags to go) loving my apartment so far

22:15

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i have no idea. this was my home for four years.
and now it's just three more days.



02:05

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how am i? HOW AM I? you are two. years. late. to be asking me this


07:37

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poslednyaya sessiya)

04:39

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weirdest dreams oh my

06:20

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exactly three months till graduation. i am SO ready. so over engineering right now.

09:02

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i havent been inspired by anything in a while. and especially anyone.
cant say my life is boring right now i wont complain about that
but i am definitely ready to graduate
just need to figure out whats next first

05:13

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please please please. please. i need this.

21:16

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who wants to go back to school? NOT ME. my last ever winter break is coming to an end... my last semester is about to start. have NO idea what's next yet. seven months to figure it out. sounds like a long time, but time always just flies by. though this is my time, time to look back, reflect, and move forward.
let's do this!

02:19

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не могу передать как мне надоело учитьcя. f*ing chemical engineering.