i know this is not the best way to do this, but somehow this anger in me pushes me to do better, work harder, reach higher. this anger towards the two different people you are -- one good one and one asshole one.
i've moved on as far as i possibly could at this point it seems, but i am still angry at who you are. you are a fake little person going through life faking every little thing you do. it bothers me. have you ever stayed true to yourself?