there's lying involved
I’m sorry that I haven’t told you I’m dying.

You’re frustrated because I won’t take the next step and be your girlfriend, but I don’t want you to have to fall even more in love with a girl who has 4 months to live.

I don’t push you away because I don’t love you. I push you away so you can move on easier when I’m gone.

But GOD I do love you.

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