i dont want the senseless asshole you have become to force out the person i once admired. i cry when i think about it.. every time. its that what hurts the most and disappoints the most. you were someone to look up to for me, and im looking at what you have become now and it just upsets me like nothing else and i cant get it out of my mind.. the person - the YOU - i met last summer would never, ever do something like that. the you i used to know wouldnt even have this on his mind. i knew you werent perfect, but you inspired me by how you thought and what you did - i thought we were the same. turned out you're just like everyone else. when you said, "only an asshole jerk wouldn't miss you," when i think about it now..
at least i wasnt pretending=/

"its breaking my heart to watch you run around coz i know that you're living a lie.."