воскресенье, 24 апреля 2011
05:21

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i know im always right. i know im always right.

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пятница, 22 апреля 2011
05:11

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i dont want the senseless asshole you have become to force out the person i once admired. i cry when i think about it.. every time. its that what hurts the most and disappoints the most. you were someone to look up to for me, and im looking at what you have become now and it just upsets me like nothing else and i cant get it out of my mind.. the person - the YOU - i met last summer would never, ever do something like that. the you i used to know wouldnt even have this on his mind. i knew you werent perfect, but you inspired me by how you thought and what you did - i thought we were the same. turned out you're just like everyone else. when you said, "only an asshole jerk wouldn't miss you," when i think about it now..
at least i wasnt pretending=/

"its breaking my heart to watch you run around coz i know that you're living a lie.."

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среда, 20 апреля 2011
20:36

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и почему у всех ASIANS фамилия (или имя) Lee??
aaaaaa dont wanna know them!!

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20:34

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фак, я хочу работать, люди!!!! орг химия сосет по-крупному and so does differential equations. но без этого мне никто не даст работать! еще два года, пожалуйста
а потом Р А Б О Т А


...если я не решу пойти в grad school.
НУ ЧТО ЭТО ЗА СЕМЕСТР ТАКОЙ

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вторник, 19 апреля 2011
22:26

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well maybe its actually written on my face, i dont know.

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09:19

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weird conversation with mom... fuck..

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05:22

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ASIANS

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05:21

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turns out most of my school classmates (girls) are already married and/or have kids. i am so far from this i cant even imagine this could be me... not any time in the next five years at least thats for sure.
really, i could've been THEM?
my best friend from high school just added me on vkontakte - she has a BABY. she is only like 21 or 22! and still in college! i can stop thinking about it. IRA HAS A BABY.

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02:03

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i dont know whats going on anymore. i want to graduate. i want to graduate.

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понедельник, 18 апреля 2011
08:32

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i wanna have actual human emotions.... i am sick of sleeping 3 hours a day. i dont feel or remember anything about anything that happens to me during the day. i have no support system and literally no one to talk to because everyone here talks fake. i cant stand it. im tired. i want to SLEEP.

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воскресенье, 17 апреля 2011
05:41

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я по такому принципу живу: если мне что-то нравится, я продолжаю это делать, развиваться и улучшаться в этом направлении. если мне что-то не нравится - я не жалуюсь целыми сутками, а просто прекращаю это делать. period. никто еще не умер от moving on.
in everything - getting drunk every night, working a job you hate, studying something you dont enjoy, being with someone who brings you down
if you dont like doing it - just stop. no one's making you do it. just like that: you wake up one day and you STOP.

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суббота, 16 апреля 2011
23:00

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one thing i realized today: its damn hard to get to know someone so well, and i cherish this experience

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22:35

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v pyatnicu videla ego pervij raz za vse eto vremya

-heey
-hey
-how are you?
-im alright how are you?
-im pretty good

nu i kak-to nechego bolshe skazat bilo)

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пятница, 15 апреля 2011
01:01

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meh.. i still havent gotten a decision from them:( and they said they would send them out early this week:(

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четверг, 14 апреля 2011
04:05

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ahhhhhh i picked the room i wanted for next year! and also im taking french. конечно из-за стрессов физическое состояние у меня никакое - голова, спина, все болит нафиг.. но все хорошо пока что. папа говорит, что ему не нравится, что я напяливаю поддельную улыбку и говорю, что все отлично. но вот сегодня все правда ок.

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вторник, 12 апреля 2011
22:36

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oh, and oh, fyi
i regret nothing

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22:35

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ha)

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05:59

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http://youtu.be/O_MenjvCfNQ

два чувака из универа сделали, знаю того из второй части видео. у них группа headnotic. по-моему, круто вообще, хотя я не фанат рэпа

блин не знаю как видео в пост вставить. но там каверы Dr. Dre: Whats the Difference, Explosions in the Sky: First Breath After Coma

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01:56

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what a miserable day. on the bright side though, only one month is left. and then..there is gonna be something new. something ive been waiting for.

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понедельник, 11 апреля 2011
07:48

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ohhhhh btw! highlight of the day :) ive been waiting for this since like september. im a smartie of the week! finally did it and am so proud of myself. and showed ALEX that im not a freaking slacker. hope now she knows.)

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